give me freedom

The thought of things going back to what they were just scares de crap out of me. I don't want to keep going through the same path over and over. I don't want to have my whole future already planned, decided. I want to have options, doubts,... i want to feel that insecurity that makes me human. I want to be able to change my future. I want to be strong enough to do that, to just go my own way; to be free.